In this video I share an experience I had when I was newly back from the hospital. I was laying in my bed, on my back, crying so hard I had cried away all the sound and was left with nothing but heavy, silent sobs. I wanted God to fix this and let me walk again, but for whatever reason I knew that wasn’t going to happen. So I changed my prayer. Instead of asking for God to heal me, I asked Him to hold me. I’m not sure what I expected, but what happened next is a reminder that even when God lets us struggle, He doesn’t leave us alone.